Lost in the trash of Past?

Lost in the trash of Past?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0NBSpNZNT9s

I kept in my eyes
the light that touched you
just before your goodbye

I kept in my heart
the silence that remained
when the door closed

closed

goodbye

and when the clock
in the hall
announced midnight
I had become a paper
forgotten in the trash
of your past

I go

I come

between the furniture
everything is jail
in my darkness

I am a drowned ghost
in the well of the past
looking for you without findin