What does the Clown smoke?

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What does the Clown smoke?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VAzy7zCCLBA

Would like
to be a clown
making laugh my soul
my soul

Stop painting
landscapes
with closed eyes


To be smoke
of a cigarette
that you light, inhale, expel

Smoke and breath
dissipating at the same time

smoke and breath

I would like
to paint my face in white
deleting time
put on my lips
a smile
and a tear sleeping
in my eyes

I would like
to be the silence in a temple
the thought that transfuses me
the fruit and the tree
water for me

a word that portrays a way
hidden in the mist